June 15, 2010
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Astray (not ashtray)
I can't recall the last time I've actually posted something on xanga that wasn't either a quote, song lyric or some other banal crap. I'm afraid my absence from writing has drastically impaired my brain's ability to transmit thoughts through my keyboard in a manner that'll make sense... but here goes.
Sometimes I feel devoid as a person; I don't really know who I am, or what I want, or even what I need in life. I've always thought as you got older you're supposed to continually learn new things about yourself and grow as a person. So why does it feel like I haven't grown at all? I'm a grown-up, but I'm not a grown-up.
On second thought, lemme stop here. This is just drivel.
Comments (5)
you aint grown up cuz you value things like chilling til 3 in the morning on a school/work day and wasting money on things like clothing instead of saving. you know . . . some grown up priorities!
watch this video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bo4HiVetBd0
and if you have lots of times watch the whole thing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJybVxUiy2U&feature=channel
@qnzalvin - i thought you deactivated your xanga. why are you still commenting with it?
i didn't deactivate it i just don't post on it anymore cuz xanga is . .. wiggity wack
i think you should continue writing regardless if you believe it's just "drivel". maybe expressing yourself more frequently will help you discover who you are and what your goals are. it wouldn't hurt.
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